The 4 months lull
Almost 4months since me last post. Noticed how lazy me can be. Well its always been down to one thing or the other tt me had to do instead of write. This four months had past quite swiftly, not uneventful though. Sweet and bad things have happened and sometimes ye just look back and think whether its a dream.
Finally me have officially graduated, not with flying colours, maybe ye can say crawling colours. Nevertheless, it is something me must say me is proud to achieve. Along the years, me have seen frens alike give up half way or decided to study longer. For me its always been a constant fear of not been able to meet the cut and be on the right side of the bell-shaped curve. The feeling of wanting to give up is overwhelming all the time especially during the exam periods and sometimes ye look at frens in other courses who are taking 3 day weeks, partying all the time and wonder whether ye have dug urself a shit hole. Me guess its just down to the heng suay thing. However, me never believe that ppl r born stupid, but ppl can be born lazy, made complacent and become over-confident. Anyway, to the rest of me mugging frens, jiayou...!~!~!
Its now on to the next stage in life, studying and burning mid-nite oil is a thing of the past. Everyday me keep my fingers crossed waiting, hopefully the right offer comes along and me grab it. Made new frens but me still cherish the old, but me guess me still believe that you CAN have too many frens. Where got time to go out tok cok with all, haha. No me dun have many frens, or maybe good frens. All me can say is me enjoy me present company and although me cant say they share the same feeling, the most important thing is me enjoy me time with them. If going out with others makes you feel obligated or they simply end up in sessions of complains abt 5 cent 10 cent stuff instead of the regular soccer or dota, its probably time to slow things down n re evaluate the frenship. Do they treat ye as a person who can onli share pain with them or both joy and pain. Ask yeself whether they have been there for ye, when ye have always been there for them, as yeself whether its worth it.
Just some accumulated thoughts, not much for 4 months me must say.
Finally me have officially graduated, not with flying colours, maybe ye can say crawling colours. Nevertheless, it is something me must say me is proud to achieve. Along the years, me have seen frens alike give up half way or decided to study longer. For me its always been a constant fear of not been able to meet the cut and be on the right side of the bell-shaped curve. The feeling of wanting to give up is overwhelming all the time especially during the exam periods and sometimes ye look at frens in other courses who are taking 3 day weeks, partying all the time and wonder whether ye have dug urself a shit hole. Me guess its just down to the heng suay thing. However, me never believe that ppl r born stupid, but ppl can be born lazy, made complacent and become over-confident. Anyway, to the rest of me mugging frens, jiayou...!~!~!
Its now on to the next stage in life, studying and burning mid-nite oil is a thing of the past. Everyday me keep my fingers crossed waiting, hopefully the right offer comes along and me grab it. Made new frens but me still cherish the old, but me guess me still believe that you CAN have too many frens. Where got time to go out tok cok with all, haha. No me dun have many frens, or maybe good frens. All me can say is me enjoy me present company and although me cant say they share the same feeling, the most important thing is me enjoy me time with them. If going out with others makes you feel obligated or they simply end up in sessions of complains abt 5 cent 10 cent stuff instead of the regular soccer or dota, its probably time to slow things down n re evaluate the frenship. Do they treat ye as a person who can onli share pain with them or both joy and pain. Ask yeself whether they have been there for ye, when ye have always been there for them, as yeself whether its worth it.
Just some accumulated thoughts, not much for 4 months me must say.
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