Can't Sleep

Its 5 more hours to me first exam paper and me stil cant sleep. This does not attribute to the fact that me slept a lot over the past few days or Tiesto is coming to town tomorrow. Lying on the bed for the past 3hrs, me start to think about a lot of things like wat things me wan to do when me free other then gaming, ppl me wanna jio out for kopi when me free next time. These thoughts nvr roam me mind when me is free aka doing nothing. Then it dawn onto me tt probably me was wasting too much of me time doing things of secondary importance and not focusing on matters at hand.

Often when me was out with me frens, me would look at them and think of a thousand and one ways they could do to improve themselves when me hear them complain abt their lives. Now me guess that its a good time to start self-reflecting before me start to disintegrate into a lump of shit. Shit comes in many forms, for example, your perfect day can become a shitty one when ye see a summon ticket at ye car which had a parking coupon but it had expired by 5 mins. Shit can come in the form of getting fcuked for no apparent reason and later realise its a case of a mistaken identity. Shit can also come in the form of shit, yes, stepping on it.

Encountering shit in life is better then been shit yeself. To me, been shit means doing nothing with ye life at a quarter of a century, having no aim, no target to achieve, slacking ard, leeching others and complaining endlessly abt how miserable ye life is but not doing anything abt it. Criticising others who post a helpful comment on improving yeself, not accepting opinions and sticking to ye own self-righteousness does not help either. Yes, me is moving towards tt direction. SHITTTT!~!~!

Me can smell me stinky self now. Wat to do, wat to do...Oh no....Now it becomes self pity, damn me is weak. Ahhh... feeling better already...ok now me can sleep...forget wat me said.....just rantings before my first paper for me last sem, it better be.....haha.